worLd iS alw@ys full of LOVE

張靚穎-如果这就是爱情-KTV

2010-11-24T03:20:00.000-08:00

movie time!!!

2010-11-20T14:38:00.000-08:00

I went to mac for supper on friday after work with yong wei, while walking back home, we decided to go jurong point catch Harry Potter 7 Part1 movie (HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS) with his friends. During the show, i am amazed by him when he managed to even sleep in a cinema while watching movie, especially it is Harry Potter show. It kinda hard to find such a weird person right?

I laughed at him after he did all those stunt, as it was the first time i came upon that. He was kinda embarrassed that he didn’t dare to fall asleep again, cute sio. I understand that he was tired la, afterall he watch the show for sake of me cause i wanted to watch it. Appreciated his thoughts.. =]

Sat after work meet up kenny for movie instead of gg for a drink. He called me ytd to join him for a drink if possible, but it was too last minute le so he changed it to sat instead. He met me at jurong east Mrt station platform. We go to town together. When finally reached Plaza sing cathay, he realised he mixed the movie timing with cineleisure cathay. Cab down to Cineleisure to catch our movie, with less than 5 minutes left because the timeslot we wanted to watch supposely to be 11.20 pm. HOwever, it was totally sold out when we reached there. Left with 1.20am slot available. Had no choice but to watch that timing. OH, i forgetten to tell you, what show we watched. The show name is DUE DATE.

High-strung father-to-be Peter Highman is forced to hitch a ride with aspiring actor Ethan Tremblay on a road trip in order to make it to his child’s birth on time.

Director: Todd Phillips Writers: Alan R. Cohen (screenplay), Alan Freedland(screenplay), and 4 more credits » Stars: Robert Downey Jr., Zach Galifianakis and Michelle Monaghan Release Date: 4 November 2010 (Singapore)Trailer link : http://www.imdb.com/video/imdb/vi879925529/

My feedback of the movie : DUE DATE
It was a hilarious comedy show afterall, especially with Zach Galifianakis from the previous popular comedy movie THE HANGOVER, he had a great act in it. And Robert Downey JR from IRON MAN. these people put as a whole contribute to the show. IT is a must catch movie.

[KTV] 曹格 - 無辜 (完整版)

2010-11-13T13:59:00.000-08:00

a sad story =S

曹格-掌紋KTV

2010-11-13T13:29:00.000-08:00

曹格 - 刮目相看 (KTV)

2010-11-13T13:27:00.000-08:00

小宇-愛上KTV

2010-11-13T12:54:00.000-08:00

sweet song~~~ =)

小宇-終於說出口

2010-11-13T12:48:00.000-08:00

i really need to perk up

2010-10-27T08:32:00.000-07:00

missed two days of sch in one row. i suppose i need to sleep early lor. have to changed my lifestyle real bad or not i aint gonna survive in my school life this sem.

如果这就是爱情 - 张靓颖

2010-10-09T09:30:00.000-07:00

你做了选择对的错的

我只能承认心是痛的

怀疑你舍得我被伤的那麽深

就放声哭了何必再强忍

我没有选择我不再完整

原来最后的吻如此冰冷

你只能默认我要被割舍

眼看著你走了

如果这不是结局如果我还爱你

如果我愿相信你就是唯一

如果你听到这里如果你依然放弃

那这就是爱情我难以抗拒

如果这就是爱情本来就不公平

你不需要讲理我可以离去

如果我成全了你如果我能祝福你

那不是我看清是我证明我爱你

灰色的天空无法猜透

多余的眼泪无法挽留

什麽都牵动感觉真的好脆弱

被呵护的人原来不是我

我不要你走我不想放手

却又不能够奢求同情的温柔

你可以自由我愿意承受

把昨天留给我

restless day

2010-08-11T04:39:00.000-07:00

bloggie,
i kinda restless today.It like when i have nothing to do, i feel empty inside, hollowness occupied me. After i a hot bath during such a cold day, kinda refreshing me up. Though i like being alone at times, but there still times i need accompany.

dear blog

2010-08-08T15:22:00.000-07:00

Dear blog,
it have quite some times since i had ignored you. I been occupied with lot stuffs that are suffocating me. How i wished i could have a breather. Life ain't easy nor hard. I started working at this Japanese restaurant with my sister, it ain't easy man. It quite stress uo for me. There ain't any teaching plan at all. You have to learn by urself by observing and practising it. I didn't realise that. Perhaps i am too positive in things i do, thinking that it will be alright no matter what had happen. I Seriously think that they should come up with some teaching plan or system which is more efficient.

oh ya i nid to tell you that recently i am in love with "EMINEM" songs... they rocks man!!!
i love both of his latest songs which is ' Not afraid ' & ' Love the way you lie ' !!! so cool sia... I am simply obsessed with korean and EMINEM right now!! oh gosh...

reflections

2010-05-10T12:38:00.000-07:00

i realised that i am a silly fool that easily put trust in ppl. why is that whenever i decided to put my heart to do sth for good den i realised that i am wrong. Or is it that i am just dam an easy prey for ppl to simply attack n left for it to die on it own.

i seriously think that i need a reflection on myself, on my character as well. Is it because of me being too friendly? If that really so, and i ended up lay bleeding on my own, will it then finally teach me a hard lesson to change for good.

perhaps i seriously need to change for good before i can really able to meet the right one for me ba!

i am super disappointed in myself for being so weak. i simply hate the facts that i am weak! which make myself being a easy prey to attack on.

If ONE DAY I TURN STRONGER FOR MY VERY OWN SAKE, I WILL THANK THE PERSON FOR MAKING ME SO, IN PERSON. THAT SHALL BE THE TIME I TURN STRONG AND DUN NID ANYONE TO BE THERE FOR ME ANYMORE BECAUSE I ALRDY GET USED TO BEING ALONE AND LEARNT HOW TO LIVE AS A PERSON HONESTLY !!!!

at times how i wish that i can build a wall, a strong wall that block away the negative stuffs away from me. Just prevent all those negative tink from attacking me. Prevent any negative impacts on me. SO that i can be as positive for as long as i want.

why am i so naive? why am i so defenceless against ppl? why do i still haf that mindset of a child, only tink of the nice and wonderful tink that can happen on me, without thinkin wad is the negative impacts that hurt me? am i a easy target to prey on ? am i just too rush into stuffs?

i think there simply too much of stuffs i nid to reflect on and changes for the good!!!!

16th april 2010 - the day doc see me, & sec sch gathering @ suntec

2010-04-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

it been like a week w/o me working le. cox i haf been serious sick that i decided to go doc and get it done, get rid of it. met evon @ polyclinic itself since she was late. She finally reached when i was alrdy waiting for my turn to see the doc.

ONE tink i realised quite sometimes ago and wanna to mention it, i realised that the majority doctors in polyclinic are foreigners as in like indonesian or philipinos. IS IT A BAD THING OR GOOD THING? that a gd question mark popping out man. isn't?

alrite! enuf of me talking abt the boring stuffs man.

head off to clementi after seeing the doc, get alot of medicines. it was pouring heavily that we unable to cross the road to take bus to jw haf our lunch which our inital plan suppose to be.
had a simple lunch and then we head off to suntec straight cox we had plenty time on hand.

waited for the rest to gather before we off to eating place. there were alot of debates of wad we gonna eat here and there. omg. after gg round n round, we end up in a chinese restaurant with a empty stomach that played chinese oldies. that quite classic hor? we end up laughing at de songs and foodie name on the menu. there is one dish called 蚂蚁上树 which mean ants climb up the tree. the guys hor (chen siang, jj & weihao) start to joke on it...

we started eating first while waiting for cheryl to finish her ot and meet us.

a nice dinner afterall. despite that the horfun was quite normal simple like outside one, though more ex n haf larger portion.

cheryl da bao pepper lunch instd. she actually tot of eating in de but because we too many ppl le, in total 9 pax lei. yet only one ppl eatin, the rest of us eaten at the chinese restaurant previously le.

i kinda lazy to continue the story le... if wanna noe somemore go to this link www.kissinglollipop.blogspot.com/
evon blogged abt it le... thanks ya =)

ppl ard me lost their stuffs... felt so upset for them

2010-03-30T10:48:00.000-07:00

oh man... i just noe tat recently chin hua lost his fone in cab. And now i just recd the notice from fer that she lost her gucci wallet in genting... i believe that losing a wallet is much more worse than losing a fone. Because wallet have all your identity cards and money... wad a day to hear bad news lor...

tml heading out for gathering wif my NUS ex colleague. will end work earlier to meet yolanda first cox she end werk early.. so tml i will having a damn full schedule day... busy busy like a bee...

an unintentionally accident

2010-03-01T11:13:00.000-08:00

i was looking for sth when i didn't my bag drag the glass tink tat my youngest gif me. end up it fall onto de floor and shattered into pieces. i cut my finger when i trying to pick it up.

wth... i am totally freak out man... which i actually missed out one impt exam which is ytd... i missed out the notice. and there goes my exam le... shag... sure die.. oh gosh...

i tink i had totally messed up my life to the core... i dunno how i should piece all up in one whole piece le.. i am such a xxxx... how i wished i can killed myself sia.. bang in the head.... then off u go le. seriouslly sucks to the core sia.

interesting phrases and sentences i read off the newspaper

2010-03-01T10:14:00.000-08:00

Efficiency is doing things right. Effectiveness is doing the right things. There is no point doing well what you should not be doint at all. Make the hard decisions about what you want and nedd to do. Then do them, and do it right.

unsaid

2010-02-09T22:42:00.000-08:00

life is forever full of unpredictable stuffs ya... u will nv noe wad might happen unless u r de god...

alot of stuffs happens recently... which means i been quite busy as well... i shall just leave it unsaid...

sometimes, i tink words meant to be unsaid... or nt the conseqences, u will have to bear it alone. wasn't it?

ytd i been to taka to haf a change of my faulty fone - bb curve. becox it keep on diverting my calls away showing a tone of engage or busy whenever someone called... AND that simply pissed me off to the core... which means i had a lot of missed calls.. so ppl previously if u had called me, nt tat i din wan to ans ur calls or i am busy.. it de bloody fone problem man.,,

Luckily the problem was finally able to solved, or nt my outgoing sure burst de, actually i believe it had alrdy burst la... so no use le..

the singtel ppl change a new handset for... whoa which means i seem like getting a new fone once again... sometimes i wonder is a lucky tink or disaster to haf..

oh my oh my....

2010-02-03T19:52:00.000-08:00

oh my..... my blog is kinda of dead ya....

spent my day sulking almost the whole day cause, my 2emat ppt presentation does not really goes well as i expected. teacher suspect me for not doing de project at all... i was pissed and bu fu lor.. i gt do lor, and i did alot too.... just because i was late, do u haf de need to condemn me by asking me a lot hard qns which i dunno how to ans, haf no choice but to act like a silly bastard fool.

what a day u had given me that cause me to be depressed for de day...

to be late , it was unintentionally de.... somemore i cab down lei, came uponn 2 car accident along de way.. wad a suay day to kick off with..

during nite time, had a huge arguements wif my sis, i was so like provoked by what she had said... with the unhappiness accumulated for de day, i was like volcano eruption... rather scary even i tink so.. out of all ppl, it her my sis saying that i am faking my illness..

upon hearing that i was sort of unbelieveable... frustration and unhappiness all blown out...

unable to tolerate de emotions that i had kept for de day...

it was chaotic... oh man wad is life? sometime i wonder, is life gonna be spent like this? so meaningless in the sense?

will anyone in de world seriously able to understand me? i seriously doubt so... i am not trying to be pessimistic here. it just me tryin to have a letout of my feelings... before it is accumulated into a bigger volcano eruption, consequences by then will be uncontrollable and un avoidable..

down beneath a complicated gal, what she want was a simple tink yet she could't haf it done.

有时，我真的觉得好无奈。感慨人生是如此彷徨无助。虽然你想把事情简单化，但是事情往往越变越复杂。真叫人时常摸不着头脑。

life haf to go on no matter wad.

2010-01-18T02:00:00.000-08:00

oh my birthday cumin soon on this sunday. i suppose i can't celebrate my actual brithday le cause i haf to help out my dad. my dear youngest sister LER LER birthday is on 20th jan which is on wednesday. i actually tot of bringin her out and buy stuffs tat she like for her. but my hope was dashed when my mum dun allow. hearing such bad tink make me so sad. i hope to celebrate wif her. And it had been quite some times since i last seen her. wondering if she is living well, eat well, study well, play well? sound like i more like a mother to her rite? well that is a typical older sister will do. don't u tink so?

feeling down typing all my thoughts now. so moody, it seem like no wish to participate in anytink. just wanna laze around, crash my time. but i gt lots of tink crashing my breathe at de same time. lots of stuffs undone. i am bad time organiser afterall i suppose.

for this month january, my dad & auntie birthday over, 3rd and 4th respectively. my bro also over which is on 11th.

left wif me and my younger sister birthday this week.

wondering how would i spent my birthday this time round. wishing that i dun haf to tink abt it cause when i raise my hope up, i see them crash everytime. perhaps it just me setting too high for my hopes ba..

killin.....

2010-01-12T02:22:00.000-08:00

oh man it killing me... i am damn damn tired man. 2nd sem is going to end soon with few more week after the final exam. sch reopen yet i am still in holiday mood. somemore kanna hook up with bad habit of engrossiing in kpop variety and mv shows. which eventually causing me having lack of sleeep.. i am a freak man able to endure/ tahan till now sia.. quite amazing rite. i oso noe.

my school work is piling up like mountains making me suffocate. I CAN'T BREATHE. oxgyen is getting thiner thinner. gonna do research on paper for CATS. research on how paper becum a wastage in school lor.

dun wanna say anymore . more tink to be done. sayonra buai buai

2009-12-02T08:17:00.000-08:00

i am berli tired today man... alot of common tests coming up soon .... i am so stressed up lor...
especially when tml i am doing a 5 mins presentation alone for CATS... omg... wad shld i do ??? i haf no idea wad else to present since my group alrdy done presenting lor...

headach man....

tml is thursday... so fast a week gonna pass by...
had been feeling kinda lost and insecure recently.. dunno why i actually felt that way... it been bugging me, as if there is a heavy burden stressing my heart... can't seem to get rid of it..

ever since i started watching anime, i am so damn obsessed wif it... all thanks to my little baby sister... she been introducing anime for me to watch or i watch it wif her... due to that i kinda of having alot of fun. but yet at de same time i seem to lost de passion in studying wor... sadden rite? OMG >.<

a lot of ppl's birthdays that coming....

2009-11-30T08:50:00.000-08:00

DEc babies
my best friend - Fer 's birthday on 23th dec wednesday
my sister - Maggie's birthday on 30th dec wednesday oso

after DEC babies then will follow by January babies le whoa sure gt alot de..

(sun) 3rd jan - dad's birthday
(mon)4th jan - auntie's birthday
(mon)11th jan - my bro's birthday
(wed)20th jan - my youngest sister maegy 's birthday
(mon)24th jan - MY BIRTHDAY hahas

oh man i tink january is the month whereby will have a big hole in pocket de... oops

2009-11-12T07:02:00.000-08:00

super junior - don't don ~i like it alot esp the dance choregraphy =)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwyXCYQSA6s

2009-11-09T23:32:00.000-08:00

finally went for eltech lesson on tuesday morning class.. my friends were surprised to see me wor. as it is my first time gg tue morning lesson so i sort lost my way cox i forgetten the exact location of blk 47. lesson start from 10 to 12pm. den went for 1 hr break after that.

actually i was quite excited to go PM lesson de but it ended cancelled once again lor... which eventually meant that the make up lesson on next sat will be held even longer thn 3 hr ba..
ended sch early today was pretty good and shiok but thinking of replacing it with a longer duration of make up lesson saDDEN me..

kickstart of sch

2009-10-22T01:12:00.000-07:00

it had been quite a time since i last update my blog. this week is a first week of sch reopen, repeating 2 module haf make me able to know new friends and at the same point of time i was given last chance to restudy the modules once again. despite the facts that i hate the timetable i haf during this semester, it was rather a new start for me ya.. will try my best appreciated the 2nd chance given n aim to score well this final round.

odd week - monday and friday i will be having up to 3hr break in between lesson
- wednesday 4hr break in total.

even week - wednesday has 3 hr break plus 1 hr = 4 hr of break in total for sch

AND out of 5 days of sch except tuesday is 10 am, i haf to wake so damn early for my sch cox lesson start at 8am. so fcuk up lor... stupid timetable man...

wad am i suppose during that damn 3hr breaks, will died of boredom soon.... kinda hate it man.

job interview ytd

2009-09-29T19:41:00.000-07:00

Ytd went for job interview at this KING’S CENTRE which is located at Havelock road near to zouk… it is pretty amazing that I started work straight away after the interview. Actually the work place is quite far from my home. It take me 2 bus from my hse and the traveling journey will at least be an hour and above.. I was damn tired ytd cause I didn’t managed to slip well the day before the interview.. it was a lack of sleep which u can say. Interview went on pretty well and smooth. Nth go wrong except for the fact that it was my 1st time gg king centre so I was abit lost on the way.. luckily I still managed to find my way there. My officially start work time ia 10 am they said as it will be easy to be calculate the pay. Didn’t have a chance to explore the area during lunch time cause there is presentation on the day itself, thus I was given an option to stay at office and help out, in return I get a free lunch in cute easy lock container.. this company is very environmental friendly in all aspects. Went plaza sing after work. Meeting xy and co for movie and dinner. We had our dinner at pasta mania. Bought our bubble teas and there we go for our show.
The show we watching is “FAME”, it is definitely a nice show in all aspects that tell a story lot of talented ppl who wanted to be in fame decided to went for the audition. For those who passed the audition, they get to enrolled into the school and be taught by well-qualified instructors. It was a pretty well run down or flow of the movie. Fantastic..

hohoho 1st day of werk

2009-09-29T04:29:00.000-07:00

last day for my IS module -communication toolkit

2009-08-06T00:59:00.000-07:00

stay up the whole nite watchin some meaningful show, end up i never slip again sia...

luckily i nv go slip after i finished the 7 VCDS sia or not i sure missed the last IS lesson de..
actually tot of asking the whole class to go for a lunch gathering, but end up some ppl nv turn up and teacher say she haf sth on later so perhaps haf to plan on other day le..

I will the core organiser n responsible of planning a gathering n contacts everyone wor... hahas wad a huge responsiblility wor.. kidding la...
i still thinkin of wher shld we organise the gatherin n wad shld we do man? movie? dinner? OR??
WA... my brain cells all dead le la... can't tink of any other new idea man... oh man, is there any nice ppl willingly to gif me any ideas or suggestions ma???? i request for help wor...

since a lunch gathering unable to haf it after lessson... wad a pity man...
went for lunch wif alex, zhi yang, saiful, cheryl n wei xuan and isa..
but last min wei xuan gtg cox her sis injured her leg n isa gtg, so
instd of 7 ppl lunching, we left wif 5 ppl wor... nvm la... it still a fun n worth eatin lunch wor...

listening to the guys talkin abt their funny guys topics, me n cheryl just can't stop laughin wor...
esp the main suspect of cox is alex n zhi yang le lor... wahahahas =D

having a tedious day today..

2009-07-29T06:16:00.000-07:00

ytd went home 4 plus pm was dead beat. my body went dead on me. slept for quite a long time, skip my dinner and i didn't eat my lunch at all. which means i did not eat much ytd..

i was so tired that i can't be bother to eat anymore.. so beat man!!

End up overslept again and missed my autocad lesson TODAY again.. omg... haiis =( my life was such a mess..

OMG.. i suddenly rmb that i haven submit my mc for last week de.. OH GOSH!! wtf man..

tml gt formal presentation, gt to reach sch berli early man.. to haf a rundown before the presentation... i suppose lesson will end at max 12 noon. AND u noe wad, i will having my writing test at 5.30pm man... cause i missed it last week sia.. WTF sia..

which means i will be having at least 5 hr free in the afternoon sia. dunno do wad sia... oh man... what am i suppose to do sia.. running out of breathe le sudden feel that gt lots of incomplete works n stuffs. and in addition, exams is pushing near soon. i gonna fix up a timeplan soon man... to fix up the mess sia.... =( I WAN MY TIME TO SLEEP AND COMPLETE MY WORKS..

I SUPPOSE I GONNA BE SLEEPLESS FOR TODAY ONCE AGAIN MAN. TO RUSH OUT MY MODIFIED PPT FOR TML FORMAL PRESENTATION SIA..............

a early sch day i ever have... hahas

2009-07-27T20:34:00.000-07:00

ytd i didn't went sch cox i could't wake up. partly is because of my laziness, other reason is that not feeling lor... been feeling on so many colourful pills / medicines wor.=(

well in order to feel better so haf no choice to eat my medicines....
struggled thru out ytd nite to do my formal ppt cox i will be having my formal presentation on coming thursday. so as expected i didn't slip at all... another sleepless day for me..

however after a hot bath, i am still as energnised as though haf slip before lor.
went out ard 6 plus am.. de earliest time i ever went out to go sch sia...
i tot i will be having a full day lesson as per normal.. ended up when i reached my class for EG1, surprised to see so few ppl attend the lecture. 3 quarter of my class apparently missing as in compare wif other class... whoa..

And i heard from zai ting tat we totally haf no lesson after tat. omg. which mean i will be ending my lesson at 10 am? yeah the lecturer even let us off earlier.
today is the first time i met the new maths lecturer. she is prety young n not bad looking at all.

wad a earlier sch day i ever had sia.. hahas but i feel so wear off man.. physical tiredness not mentality..

stuffs that i do almost everyday include reading my tarot reading n horoscope.. =)

2009-07-23T02:49:00.000-07:00

July 23, 2009
Here's your Tarot Reading for today, Lim:
Love
Touchstone
Career

Strength
The Moon
Temperance
Today This Week
Today, dear Lim, you should be extremely careful with anything that's boiling under the surface of your private life. Anything unspoken, little white lies, skeletons in the cupboard or past love affairs that you have not admitted to. Beware, for the Moon could throw her penetrating light on anything shadowy and could awake the sleeping dogs. So, try to keep your cool, use the energy that Strength provides to prevent the volcano from erupting. In the professional sphere, the alliance of Temperance and the Moon indicates either a period of discouragement or of intense creativity. The problem is you do not have a very clear idea how to make your projects advance. The whole atmosphere is one of great uncertainty, and you are trying to fight this, either by action or by passivity.
Soul mates are real - find where yours is hiding...

Lim
Sun Sign: Aquarius
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Your horoscope for July 23, 2009
If you are feeling restless today, Lim, don't fight the nudginess. Use your energy to do something physical, go for a brisk walk or call one of your friends and take them on a hike; anything that helps you release the excess energy will feel good. And it is important that you pay attention to the signals that your body sends out. Getting a good night's rest afterward will have you feeling refreshed tomorrow and the tasks at hand will be dealt with efficiently.
What is the meaning of your life? Find out now!
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With Sun quincunx Pluto, it will be difficult to get your way. You may come into contact with an authority...
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i read my horoscope n tarot almost everyday because sometime it will just simply warn me to be on guard of sth bad that gonna happen... everyday is different and u simply won't noe wad will happen in that day. so it good to haf some nice reminders ya =) so do check it put, sometime it pretty accurate de.. hahas

full day for my friday... sob sob

2009-07-16T22:10:00.000-07:00

it was a rather hiliarious when i on my way to sch... dunno how to explain... i suppose i not gg having it for de 2nd time le ba.. hahas unless de world is small n it just fate ba... ahaha =D

wad a busy friday i gonna haf for tis week!! wad a spoilt man.. weekend cumin yet sch assignments and projects are increasing sia.. getting so stress up sia cox exams is gg to be around the corner soon.. i still struggling wif my sch werk lor.. how to handle exams sia.. muz buck up and do mugging le... dun wanna repeat module sia.. got to move on my life wor... can' waste any more precious time..

gonna leave most of the tinks at it is now cox gonna concentrate more on studies le ba... cox only ur future will be de most reliable back up for u no matter wad happen.. jia yous mandy...

today horoscope reading,,,

2009-07-16T21:54:00.000-07:00

Lim

Sun Sign: Aquarius

January 24

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Your horoscope for July 16, 2009 Know what you are getting yourself into, Lim, especially if it has to do with love or romance. Like a fly on a tree branch, you may be carefully inspecting the beautiful spider web at your feet. You are tempted to step on the beautiful silky strands, yet once you place one foot on the sticky web, you will find yourself tangled there for a long time - maybe forever.

2nd july 2009

2009-07-02T01:33:00.000-07:00

My Daily Horoscope: July 2, 2009
Aquarius
Jan. 20 - Feb 18 (Change Your Birthdate)
You need to put your management hat on today, Aquarius, because today you will have to deal with an irritating person or situation. This might just as easily be something that takes place at home as at work, but one way or another, someone is not acting in a way that you would prefer them to, and it may be costing money or time to correct them. The good news is that your sense of fairness and ability to hear people out will enable you to come to a rapid solution.

i tink de horoscope rather true de... cause i did face some tricky situation today at school. worry abt me voicing out my point of view or opinions will cause some displeasure in some ppl. luckily that things still went on smooth, just need more time to finish stuffs nicely. =) yeah..

pretty tired today despite that i haven been in sch for the past two days as i was back to my usual self - being sick... i worried if my health condition continued to be on and off so often, i will soon gonna break down one day.. and it sure will affect my studies badly.. causing a bad impression with sch n the teachers. i nid to buck up my studies n get a stable job to support myself real soon.. keep myself real occupied so that i won't haf de bloody time to be sick n slack... dun wanna waste anymore time le... time is precious.. u will nv noe wad will happen next!!

btw happy birthday to Ko Wei jun, my class mate for IS module de.. all the best and may ur wish cum true for u... jiayous... =D

我的感言

姐妹情，父女情，母女情，父子情，母子情，爱情，感情，友情，同情，心情都来自个情字。都是来自于心的一种心情的表达。
好累的我面对生活，生命已经不知道还能有什么期许以及期待。曾经盼望着等待过但却始终没有遇到过真正的爱情。有人曾经把爱情比喻成一朵玫瑰花，为什么是玫瑰花呢？我相信一定有它的道理。我认为有时爱情就像玫瑰花那样有着刺刺的东西随时会自己给抓伤，弄伤。玫瑰花虽然耀眼娇艳，想得到它相对的也必须付出一定的代价，这样才能突出它的价值。而且我认为不同的爱有不同的表达方式。

1st july 2009

2009-07-02T01:25:00.000-07:00

Didn’t went sch today too.. accompany my sister go IMM to do her stuffs den acc her go sch cause she gt NRA today. Meet up fer back at IMM to see my stuffs. Nth much to say abt today… mixtureof a lot of feelings. 一切在不言中。

my feel....

2009-06-27T07:00:00.000-07:00

recently sick of my life le... wanna to haf a new change of it.... wanna to be felt impt..
wanna be happy in wadever i do.. w/o pressure, w/o stress... with all de freedom i wan..

it is just a only if life is tat smooth sailing and easy. den world will do w/o misery n pain...
would't it be nice? wad a question huh?
hahas...

actually i been wondering, what matters the most in life, especially ur life? what is the most importance of all tat matters? family? love? works?
i realised tat every single one of de ppl i noe moved too fast so do i !! the pace they are moving are too fast to be catch up. well technology are so damn scary to develope so fast tat we ends up chasing after because dun wanna to be outdated.

i been thinking a lot lately... abt alot of tinks tat around me.. such as sch stuffs, family ties, relationship, friends, money issues.... wad else?

i now started to Prioritised my neeeds.... wad matters most is my studies n family... and most imptly my werk... cause it is wher my money came from. wasn't it?

actually money is a scary item to me cause u will need it no matter wad... as u can't do without it...
and ppl out are fighting for it using underhand means.. be it money or power tat ppl outside of the world fighting for causing so much misery to those who are innocent, victims . world affairs wor..

btw i am sad to hear of the death of MJ... so shocking... he die of heart attack... some heart problem... hearing this , i more certain tat life is fragil cause u will nv noe wad happen in next sec or moments.. cherish wad u haf now ba.. i will do so.. treasuring wad i haf like my friends who had been there for me always... my family... i love them no matter wad...

family ties are most amazing tink in the whole world... see how u look upon it...

okay i gonna stop here cause i getting more n more naggy which i can't stand myself too.. =)

my horoscope n tarot reading for the day wor..

2009-06-27T04:02:00.000-07:00

Lim
Sun Sign: Aquarius
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Your horoscope for June 27, 2009
A social event could put you in touch with a magnetic woman who has a lot of interesting stories to tell, Lim. She probably exaggerates, so don't accept every detail as fact, but you'll enjoy meeting her all the same. Hold off, however, on committing to any proposal that you and she work on a project together. She can be very convincing, but you'll need to think about it carefully before making a decision.

June 27, 2009
Here's your Tarot Reading for today, Lim:
Love
Touchstone
Career

The Tower
The Devil
The Wheel of Fortune
Today This Week
There's an intense atmosphere surrounding your emotional relationships today, and love appears to be based on jealousy, possessiveness and all-consuming passion. The alliance of the Devil and the Tower is injecting so much energy into your love life that it's leading to loud arguments followed by frenzied reconciliations. If people didn't know you had such ardent feelings before, dear Lim, they surely will now! At work, everything's moving very quickly - too quickly, perhaps. Under the combined auspices of the Devil and the Wheel of Fortune, restlessness and impulsiveness are at a peak. You act without too much thought, and those around you react equally quickly! But watch out because over-eagerness can often mean you're distracted or make mistakes in your work. Don't allow yourself to get carried away by your enthusiasm or by the general excitement: take the occasional pause for breath!

my tarot reading for today...

2009-06-11T02:55:00.000-07:00

June 11, 2009
Here's your Tarot Reading for today, Lim:
Love
Touchstone
Career

The Hanged Man
Justice
The Star
Today This Week
It's difficult to approach your personal affairs in a cheery frame of mind today, dear Lim. Justice imposes a certain rigidity in your dealings with others and this translates into an initial coldness and an eventual divide between you and the people you care about. The demands of your family, your friends or even your partner create complications and disagreements that weigh you down and constrain you. Take some time alone to think things over. In the professional sphere, the Star and Justice signify the signing of an agreement or a contract or the end of a legal process. The security which you derive from this, puts you into the right frame of mind to handle your business affairs with serenity and intelligence. Follow your lucky Star, as it will illuminate the way to success which you have earned with your hard work and commitment.

recently am i a loner ? hahas.. perhaps ba.. i see thru alot of tink le... 我看破一切事情了, 也看开了许多。不想去在乎任何事了。我现在只想去做能让我快乐的事情。然后好好的过每一天。因为不想再活在不开心或悲伤的日子里。=)

recent pictures taken

2009-06-06T14:09:00.000-07:00

recent pictures taken wor... hahas.. i so zi lian ... i noe.... =p bleah

caption by me : "huh? wad u trying say ?"

taken in bus... hahas

taken when we go k box... me on the left and tat is evon on the right..

events tat i having for de past few days... =)

2009-06-06T13:17:00.000-07:00

hey bloggie.... gonna dead le rite.. haven been psoting for past few days le... miss me rite?

friday i finish test at ard 1130 , meet up evon for lunch at sch, slack a while...

den went to kbox sia. wad a crazy day lor me n evon haf a great fun afterall or even a crazy singin session at k lor... we were so damn high. i was high due to singing while she is high cause we gg to haf a study camp wif mr n... at our sec sch...

it haf been ages since we graduate le and we haven been back to our sec sch lor. now we gt a great opportunity to haf a so called "study camp" lor...

meet up evon on sat ard 3pm.ps cause i woke up ard 1 plus in de afternoon lor.. pretty tired de.
had our lunch le went sch meet up mr nigen go staff room put our stuffs..
we gonna stay till next monday de day which we haf our common test lor.. cool rite? i guess i will pretty dead by den ,cause now is alrdy 4.54 am le. AND I STILL BLOODY AWAKE SIA... WTH.. CRAZY ME RITE? OMG!!!

NOTES for my dear bro hu just cum back from taiwan for his NS course....
btw sorry bro tat i unable to fetch u back from airport..anyway thanks for ur imported umbrella from taiwan wor.. lame lor.. he gt every single one in de family a bottle of umbrella lor.. why is it a bottle.... well well !!!er ham cause it a wine bottle look alike umbrella.. u haf to kindlt twisted open de cap of de bottle and u will surprising find a umbrella in it. ps didn't cam it yet.. will cam it in time to show ya =)

kk stop here cause i will uploading my fotos le... =p

tedious yet fun day... =p

2009-05-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

hi bloggie, ytd was a fun and tiring day for me ya.. =)

ended sch early at 11aM went to sch office to submit my 2 days mc. den meet up E for lunch at makan place since he is in sch as well. He haf no lesson cause he having e - learning week, so damn good lor dun nid to attend any lesson for the week...

after tat he went back to library after pei me for a while....cause he is wif his friends doing project werk in library...he did ask me to tag along but i dun like cold area so i rejected him.
i went atrium to do my stuffs instd. time passed so damn slow lor. i fall asleep on my table while doing some sch stuufs n listenin to music at the same time. so amusing lor.. it is even funnier tat he caught me sleepin on the table when he look down from his level sia... OMG !! so embrasssing sia.

went meet D n gang at our space after tat. they played monopoly.i didn't join in the fun cause i dun feel lyk playin so. went home after been to makan place wif them.

actually tend to attend AGM de but i could't register online dunno wad wrg wif it. fine so i go home instd since i so tired as well.

went out siqi n gang after i went home wash up n haf a fresh change of clothes.. we haf a great fun at (but.f) ... tat will all i will say for ytd ba... secret ya =p bleah

2009-05-28T22:17:00.000-07:00

i haf been sick for weeks le yet i haven fully recover. it was on and off. BEEN to doc 2 days ago and was given 2 days of MC. c doc was so ma fan now because of the swine flu tink tat u haf to make health Declaration and took temp checking. and i was told toput on mask lor cause i haf flu n cough. HRNG tat i did not fever when go c doc lor or not later will be more troublesome sia.

MISSED my fav lesson ytd - my IS class.. fun class... lols i gonna kill alex from my IS class de lor... cause he said sth behind my back. he shall be dead by the time i return for next lesson... wahhahas kill him make curry for his homosexual club members to eat.... bleah =P
jking la... i dun wanna dirty my hands killing him lor... hahas

i was given alot of medicines to eat.. yucks I HATE MEDICINES THE MOST!!!

back to lesson today. released earlier than usual cause our teacher haf sth on so we 11 am can zao le... but will be having his test soon on next cumin friday. sure shag de...
=[

family tink making me feeling breatheless

2009-05-22T02:18:00.000-07:00

haii recently so many happen in my family sia.. dunno wad to say n explain le.

so sad sia..

damn sick sia... wth..

2009-05-20T21:27:00.000-07:00

lols.. wth i am so damn sick sia..

not only i haf flu, i oso haf bad cough and sore throat... in addition i oso haf slight fever sia.
so damn bu shu fu sia... i so pissed iff wif myself sia... so xin ku =[

feel dying soon sia =(

i felt tat tis few days are probably not de day for me ba. ='(

btw D find his wallet le.. haha =). he heng tat the convenience store helper found it and helped his keep.. he damn heng sia... or not he gt a lot of paperwork to do...

D lost his wallet!!! omg.. wad to do sia?

2009-05-19T09:08:00.000-07:00

D lost his wallet.. but it was far too late le when he realized it, we were alrdy at the bus stop wher we plan to take bus le .. we tried to trace back our path which we walked before but couldn’t find anytink. I hope tat it was drop or lost at the convenience store wher we bought our tidbits n some kind – hearted ppl will found it and passed it to the student service office..

OMG!!!

yo yo yeah i am in NRA le....

2009-05-16T12:47:00.000-07:00

yeah i am in NRA le.. omg i was so shocked by the result. i am the no 17 lor... i have copy n paste the ppl who are in as well lor. hahas congrat to those hu get in as well lor.... =) smile

for those hu wanna see the blog, i have show the link as per below so do go check it out yo!!

http://www.nradance.blogspot.com/

2nd intake of Freshies *edited on 16 May*
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Hello freshies!!Here are the names of those who made it through the 2nd batch of auditions! :)The names are stated in alphabetical order:1 Aloysius Pow Jian Hao *edited*2 Andy Chai Wen Hao3 Benny Wong Wei Qiang4 Cheng Ching Yi *edited*5 Edric Joseph Lee Zheng Han6 Giam Zhi Ting7 James Napoleon. S8 Jason Tan Pang Kuan9 Jasper, Low Choon Liang10 Jeslyne Soh Hui Loon11 Jesslyn Kwong Jie Xin *edited*12 Joshua Simon13 Joyce Goh Xixin14 Lee Jia En15 Lee Jia Wen Alcinda *edited*16 Liew Shu Yi Cherie17 Lim Hui Lun, Mandy18 Lye Han Jie Alvin19 Michele Cheow En Hui20 Muhammad Amirul Hamid21 Ng Geok Theng22 Nor Rahayu Binte Abdul Razak23 Norman Doo Hong Yao24 Nyan Myo Htun25 Ong Jue Yun Rachel26 Ong Wei Xiu Janine27 Seah Xiu Hui Sheila28 Sherwayne Speith Malana Abraham *edited*29 Sim Lip Min30 Tan Ernie Parlianie31 Tan Shie Boon32 Tan Wei Chong33 Tay Jin Quan34 Teo Guan Yeow35 Teo Yue Seng36 Wayne Yeo Zhen Fei37 Winson Ng Wei Sheng38 Wong Chin Yang *edited*39 Xavier Yeo Boon Sheng *edited*40 Yeo Qingyi, Serene41 Zhang Jun QiIf there are any spelling errors or changes to your names, Please let May (96640156) know ASAP :) heehee!Regarding trainings, do check this blog frequently for more updates :DThank you!MayMay ^.^

no lesson todae!!! slack at home thru out the day

2009-05-15T08:42:00.000-07:00

was at home thru put de whole day.. cox todae autocad lesson was cancelled due to the ME graduation ceremony today. didn't sign up to do ushering for the grad ceremony as i tot my best bud grad ceremony will be held during tat period of time as well. and it end up not tat case. nvm la i believe there will still be a next time de rite?

went for NRA audition on wed tat caused my whole body aching as i haf not been moving so much as in exercising la since i grad from my sec sch. i was like so damn lazy lor. hahas...

got a lot of stuffs nid to sia.. stressing up lor.. feel like gg for a walk but dunno wher to go =(

FEELING SO DAMN MOODY LOR !!!!!

got IS module stuff nid to do - the scope from the consumer article
- group work for CQ... omg...

got 2EMAT - project werk haven even started yet !!!
- tutorial 3
- practical lab report to be done n submitted by next wed latest. discuss wif my grp ppl only on next monday

EG1 - math tutorial questions n revision
- maths common test on 6th of june

Elect TEch - web tutorial to be done before 6th june
- summary 3 n handouts given by teacher
- tutorial questions

and alots more sia.. i am diein soon sia... =( sob sob...

and somemore rather upset tat i didn't managed to meet someone or perhaps tat person dun wanna meet me at all ba... haiis..

and fer( my best bud ) i will miss u for sure cox no one able to pei me chat so much over alots tink be it personal or non personal de.. when u go batam de... must be careful over there k ? take care wor... i send my regards 1st despite tat u only be gg there during june ...hahas

bleah =p hahas is it too early to say le ar?

haiis.. i gt pretty much of weird feelings gg on sia. dunno why... dunno why i am so damn moody lor.. speechless now.....

some recent pics for post

2009-05-06T10:46:00.000-07:00

me n shin yi .. smile =)

me n shin yi again hahas cool ar? =p

me n my dear sis - maggie

random pic of my pencil case

special effect huh? hahs

subway treats from JR for dinner

2009-05-06T10:13:00.000-07:00

ytd i didn't went to sch as i was not feeling well. feeling so giddy n having headach caused me so weak to get out of the bed. luckily i felt better after a day of resting.

having lessons from 10 am to 5pm today, having my break at 12 pm caused me to feel really damn hungry as i went to sch on a empty stomach. too bad huh!! i dun haf a habit of eating breakfast as i was always late for my first lesson simply everyday. so wher do i haf the time to eat my breakfast.

heard from mrs GWEE tat next week monday we will be having quiz / test from chapt 1 to 3?? inaddition to that a lot of project works will adding on to my pile of work to be done.... omg.. how am i suppose to survive tat for the remaining of my poly life. o gosh.

decided to go home straight instd of following shin yi n gangs to library to slack as i was pretty tired for the day. guess wad? i met evon at the bus stop ha. went for late lunch ... i ordered laska while she ordered her curry chicken rice from the same stall at clementi. yum yum hungry hungry ya... =p bleah too bad u can't haf the treat ha...

we left for home separately, i took bus, she took mrt.. was quite beat for the whole day. noe wad? i overshot my bus stop home n ended up waiting for another bus to go home sia. shag... i was scolded blur sotong by fer. perhaps i just too tired le ba tat i did't realised tat i even fall asleep in bus... i definitely getting more n more blur sia. OMG beyond any cure..

finally reached home n have my sweet dear bath before meeting fer to go JP settling her puzzle tink as her memories for her own. JR joined me halfway n treated us to subway hahas thanks ya gal... hehe fer u are pro omg. i suppose u noe wad i meant.. hoho!! JR ordered her VEGGIE DELITE - I SUPPOSE SHE GONNA BE VEGETARIAN ONE DAY YA!! tat wad fer tink too... we tink alike... i ordered my subway MELT ( understand of melt ma, it melt in my mouth wahaha ) fer ate her chicken teriyaki.... she hated tomato n pickles.. no worries i ate it up for her... wa hahas.. tat oso the reason why i was so damn full.. i

soon i will be gaining back all those FATS OMG!!! i dun wan... someone save me pls....

recently certain issues is catching up my nerve tat making me so breathless sia. been tinkin of solutions to solve all these but i still could't solve that... maybe it too hard for me to crack my brain ya...

late again for my first lesson!!

2009-05-04T02:09:00.000-07:00

went to sch as per normal... late again for my EG1 maths. thanks cher for being so lenient wif me for being late always. not tat i wish to be late, i just could't managed to get out of my bed early sia

slept at 3 plus or 4 am ytd settling my sch stuffs sia. been busy for the whole day sia... help dad to do cleaning at ah ma hse.

shag sia.. i been so stress up lor wif lots of tinks.. how i wish i haf shoulders to lean on n rest.

and i sincerely hope tat everyone out there will feel happy in wadever they do okies!!!
cause from the recent cases or situations which my friends faced, made me ach for them... how i wish i can chase away their unhappiness for them.

SO UNHAPPINESS PLS GO AWAY , GO AWAY CAN ??? STAY AWAY FROM THEM!!!!

attended boring lectures lesson again from tis particular teacher tat made me so listless in his lesson lor... i love maths n COM T the most... most fun ever among all lesson of mine... spent 2 hours dunno do wad sia... wad a waste of time lor... almost whole class ppl nv listen in his lesson at all sia. whoo... all prepare to shag for his tests, quizzes or wad so ever le.. i dunno how to pull thru his future lessons sia. he told to submit tutorial 2 next following week or lesson lor. he will be startin on new topic or chapter rather soon le.. he asked to start preparing lor... wa sure gonna be damn busy for me le..... =(

recent life experiences

2009-05-02T12:07:00.000-07:00

i had been sick for several days le not yet recover from it. ever since my high fever went up to 39 degrees few days back. haii, i am more frustrated with my cough which had causing me to haf difficulty in talking and breathing.

life had been even more busier for me ever sch had started. all things are like piling up high like bukit timah hill.

ever since graduated from sec sch, had been lost touch wif most of my old classmates. kinda of miss them ya. dunno if them miss me too not??? perhaps catching up on times with them will only be able to be done after almost everyone are free ba. cause i believe ppl out there schooling still tryin to adapt to their new sch life ba ( esp those in year 1 de ). how unusual of life can be ya.... i suppose i sounding like one old lady preaching on tink ya... wa hahas. but anyway tat the facts too rite ?

life haf to move no matter how busy u are rite? from wad i had see from my friend ever since she was hospitalised and been thru the most critical situation.having life danger simply anytime causing me to be terrifying of losing someone, making me to treasure those ppl around me at the moment. but sometime i just felt tat some ppl out there dun seem to appreciated it. i was rather upset abt it esp when we are so close to each another.

how many times in actual can we actually able to spend with the one we loves ? i believe no one will noe the answers ba. cause it was such a rather hard question to answer ar? including me i oso dun haf an answer to it. i realised how weak or fragil life are... u can see ppl been reborn or dead out there.

haii...
nvm ppl haf to tink positively rite? try not to tink negatively rite... hahas jia you ppl!1 =)

some pictures to post hahas too many le

2009-04-27T02:35:00.000-07:00

jolene, gretchen n me @_@

AL n me cheese to camera!!!

JIng wei n me

me on the left n alex yo... omg!! he look so gal sia...

Xu en n me yo yo !!!

tis a pic of jing wei after being make up n me.. wahaha =)

he kanna sabo...

tis is a pic of JAsper taken by himself claiming tat tis is anti virus scheme. got tis pic can anti - virus lor wa haha so lame....

random stuffs....

2009-04-27T02:11:00.000-07:00

tis pic taken wif jolene , gretchen n me. =)

tis is my tarot reading for the day. it sort of brighten me up ba. perhaps i dunno oso.

April 27, 2009
Here's your Tarot Reading for today, Lim:
Love
Touchstone
Career

The Judgement
The Pope
The Star
Today This Week
If you've been thinking about putting your romantic situation on a firmer footing, today's the time to do it, according to the Pope and Judgment. It looks as though you could get the emotional happiness and security you're looking for. Your partner's love for you is sincere and you enjoy many moments of togetherness and harmony. Don't keep hunting for the buried treasure, Lim - you've found it! In the work arena, you will be able to prove your outstanding skills as a negotiator. Your ability to analyze situations rigorously and objectively will help you understand even complex issues very quickly. It is therefore mostly to you that people turn when they need advice on anything. You're developing into some sort of guru!

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i suddenly feel so tired sia. dunno wad else to do le .. somemore tml after sch i have to rush to PS there for my another job interview lor. it is at 6PM. hopefully it will work out. tml my lesson will ends only at 5 pm lor.. so shag sia.. toDAY i felt rather moody sia dunno y. perhaps i lacked of basic need - ample of sleep ba. tat y i am so not hyper -active today... hahas

tml got practicaL for at least 4 hrs lor.. need to wear shoe n goggle sia. so ma fan sia.. hopefully tml will go well for me lor.

my dear best bud get hospitalised =(

2009-04-25T22:04:00.000-07:00

dear bloggie, it have been quite some time tat i blogged le. and i here to say abt bad news. cause i was so busy wif alot of stuffs during the first week of school tat i could't have de timeout to visit her. i am so shocked when i hear upon the bad news. i am so depressed n so upset lor. i wish to visit her asap lols. from wad i noe is tat she got food poisoning n now get heart infectious and somehow in health risk.but luckly when i managed to visit her at hospital on friday after sch n everytink lor, shte is slightly better than the previous time. she longed to go home cause food at hospital really sucks to de core. n my heart really hurts n aches when i saw her wif tubes all over her left hand. her right hand was doone wif the inserting of tube and ended up so swollen up lor. =( i hate to see her lyk tis. i feel so hurts.

i heard tat no one of her friend noe tat she is hospitalised cause she is totally helpless, she could't move much due the tubings n swollen hands of her..... she been bed-ridden since monday the first day of sch when poly started,

i hated the facts tat i wasn't wif her when she need me there. i ' sorry. i promised i will be there for u if u wanted so. her mum called me to cum n visit her asap cause she really miss me badly. i feel so awful when auntie was so depressed while talking to me. she cried.tis is the 1st time i heard her cried so badly. and i never wished to see her cried again cause she is a berli nice person. i tried to calm n explainning to her why i didn't visit her, she understood cause they dunno tat i had started schooling n was so busy wif stuffs everyday. i glad that they willing to listen me out n understand me.

thru tis i suddenly felt tat life is so damn fragil tat everytink u own or not might just disappear w/o u knowing.

and u noe wad, i actually miixed up the hospital she stayin in wif another one. and i ended up making wasted trip down. n it had been a hard time looking for her at the wrong hospital cause there is no ward 23 there. lols i made a lot of tired rounds over there like a stupid fool lor. haii =( blame hu but me. it me hu make such a hoo ha. it must be tat i too eager to see her tat y so.

despite so, i still decided to visit her no matter wad it takes as i promised her mum i will be down there.

i wished her to recover real soon n get back on her feet to start a new life again on a brand experiencing. she noes tat she will to change some her usual habits just her health sake. no worries, i will pei n guide her thru all these to a brand new her.

as u noe life had never been easy de.it normally depend on how u tink upon it n acts on it to live ur life to the fullest. i always have a belief which is bu kai xin yao guo yi tian, kai xin ye yao guo yi tian, na wei she me bu yao xuan ze qu hao hao ba mei yi tian du huo de kai kai xin xin de?

let me explain in english for the convenience for others. wad i says is tat, being depressed or not u still have to spend your days, if u can more happier n live ur life to the fullest everyday, den why not choose to be happy so tat u will be able to make ppl around u happy as well. wasn't it rather a good deed huh??? hahs.... life is short only will passed berli fast de. treasure wad u have now instd of regreting it in future.

wad a review of life rite?hopefully tat is ppl out there agree to wad i felt. =)

RE : tml a brand new day in NP

2009-04-19T06:37:00.000-07:00

yo i am in class 1.2B lor. who else same class as me ar?

shag i wanna put my class timetable on my blog post de, but instd of it's original table form, it turned out to be so wordy lor. so i decided not to post my timetable le... haii. too bad den

looking forward to tml lor. a brand new day of school in poly. tml shall be packed for me ba. got class to go, got CCA fiesta and last but not least the mass dance rehearsal/training gg on after CCA fiesta sia. nvm it will fun de.

wa sch gonna start le yet i getting more n more broke sia.. purse gg to die soon sia... dunno how to survive days in schools sia. despite tat i am looking forward to it, making more more new friends n becum more socialable sia.. haha

RE ...

2009-04-18T05:36:00.000-07:00

i already moved to my dad place le. as wad my mum wished for lor. i granted her wishes.

despite de facts that my dad place is rather cramp la. but it better to have a shelter over ur head rite? life living wif my dad definitely will be a total difference when i stayed wif my mum.

er.. rather used to it le... i just been tired of moving here n there all the times. me n my sis wish to haf a place of our own so that every one will be much more happier.

sch will starting soon.. on monday..
but i suppose monday i will be busy lyk hell de lor.. cox it will be fully packed.

i hope i will be enjoying my first monday in school. no monday blues pls... monday blues leave me alone.!!!

wa haha =P

RE : no title cox can't tink of any!!

2009-04-10T13:28:00.000-07:00

recently i been busy with alot of tink sia. almost getting breatheless le haii. especially my mum keep on making feeling so breatheless lor. haii. i just dun understand y must my mum treating me lyk tis.

this is not the first time le. it is getting more n more ridiculous.
when i reached home ard 9 or 10 plus PM on 08th april ( thursday ). i went to charge my fone as it was alrdy dead. den my mum stopped me dun allow me to charge my fone any further more. when i insist on charging it, she request me to pay 2 buck for the charging of fone lor. lols so dotted. when i said dun wanna give her the 2 buck n i wanna continue charging my fone as i felt tat there is nth wrg wif me charging it wad. my dad pay her monthly maintence is to cover all of our expenses lei. she even called the POLICE over it. de policemen oso find it so ridiculous lor n went almost speechless sia. i just keep quiet as i dun wanna say anytink more. leave for her to tell the police all her side of story lor!! i am so tired of all this le. my tears just keep on rolling down my cheeks no matter how hard i wanna stop it, it just could't be stop. she told the POLICE that she wanna me moved out immediately lor. the POLICE oso say her tat at tat point of time so late le, wher am i suppose to find one place to move out. y could't she even tink of tat de ? so she replied to the police tat she will give a grace of 3 days to find place n move out of HER house as she claim tat she is the sole ownership lor.

wad to do? my mum say either i go my dad place or go girl HOME lor. lols my dad place alrdy so cramped le n got so many ppl living there, how she suppose me to go live there.... she never tink for others ppl de lor. she only tink of herself only nia. wad can i say now??? i totally homeless now. SOMEMORE TML OR NOW ALRDY IS THE LAST DAY FOR ME FIND PLACE TO MOVE LE. I REALLY DUNNO WHER CAN I GO SIA... SO HEADACH SIA......HAII. HOW I WISH I CAN BE POSITIVE ABT IT LOR AS WAD I NORMALLY DO BUT I COULD'T!!!

WHENEVER I TINK OF WAD SHE DID TO ME, I JUST COULD'T STOP FEELING SO SAD ABT IT LOR. MY BLOOD IS DIPPING FROM MY HEART...

and we ( their childrens )never even ask any money from her or my dad lor. my dad was fine. it is my mum keep on finding faults with me in wad ever i do. i just dun understand y. alot of question marks ???? keep on popping in my mind n whirling all ard lor.

making me feeling so hurt tat i feeling my heart is tearing into pieces n is bleeding profusely lor. this is one time which i feel so hurt before as compared.

from de way she beat n grab my hairs and threw my things all over the floor, i really feel so hurt. it was not the physical pain that i feeling hurt. it is the heart which hurt the most than all other place lor.

RE : hey bloggie, i'm back

2009-04-07T11:56:00.000-07:00

i suppose it had been quite sometime tat i haven been blogging le. i just attended to my ME induction programme and camp from 3rd of april'09 to 5th of april'09. haha.

actually it had been quite shag for me gg camp lor. cause i went home at 5 close to 6 plus am in the morning on de actual for camp on the 3rd of april'09 lor. Ronnie asked me out for supper ON 2ND APRIL'09. He initially suggest to go Changi airport de but end up nth to eat over there lor. end up shifted place to changi village n same tink happen again, nth to eat n somemore saw some ah gua ( gay ) over there standding over at the roadside waiting to get their business. wad a day sia.

den we shifted place to holland V instd AND U NOE WAD??????????????
THE SAME TINK OCCURS AGAIN WHICH IS NO FOOD STALL OPEN!! ALL CLOSED LE.

we ended up eating near the NUS area - a chinese shop opened by cHina ppl la.
their products were damn salty sia. promise not eat there ever again.,!! =}

i tink i better yalked my camp stuffs over at new post for easy view ahhaha.
see i so considerate sia. wahaha =]

RE: 17/mar'09

2009-03-18T12:25:00.000-07:00

woke up ard 8 plus in e morning and unable to fall asleep le lor. so shag sia. plan to sleep in more de but it was rainin so heavily outside n i get seriously irritated with my flu lor. causing blockage in my nose, somemore my voice n throat still not yet recover yet even though after the IT show finished lor. damn fret up with it lor.

wad i afraid is tat my voice will perm lyk tis den i sure die le lor. hopefully tat my voice will recover soon ba. =D

mag sms mi to wake up n ask to meet at 12 at NP lor. went down NP to look at the display sets of laptop n submit the camp form as well lor. i decided to go for the individual sch camp only lor which is my sch one lor. = ME de. haha FOC somemore,

meet A* for lunch at Queenstown station de coffee shop eat lunch. den go back jp to meet up xy 1st cause she wanna buy watch ;lor. she finally bought her watch in the end = puma de bronze one instd of de cost 188, she get discount thru her friend help end up paying 140 only/.

haha good rite?

meet zhi li at jp to go ms. meet mag at ms as well. xy go off to meet her colleague to go ms tgt.

after meeting mag n zhili. we go bought tic for the movie - coming soon ( horror movie ). we wnet eating at the foodcourt. actually tot of not eating de lor. cox eaten at the coffeeshop at queentown de le. but see zhi li eatin the saba fish set from korean stall tempt me wantin to eat it as well lor.

end up i go bought it n ate it lor. lols rite ?

luckily we made it in time for the movie lor. cox we were eating ma last minute lor haha. eat too fast lyk hungry ghost lor haha.

the movie so scary lor. wth. i was scared to death sia. mag n zhili bully me lor sayin tat the movie not scaring lor. haha. wad ever la hha.

after the movie, found out tat xy left for town to meet her friens to eat sth lor., so last min sia. but nvm la. i asked zhili to leave 1st cox, he got friends chio him to play lan n somemore he tml PM got sth on. so no point stayin there n wait, later no transport how.

after peiing zhili to mrt station, me n mag went to go walk walk, suay shops all almost closing le lor. den we head to HMV de music store instd. after tat we went home cox xy on her way home le. cox i asked xy not to meet us le since it always so late le somemore no plan to go wher sia. haha =p

mag go home. i head to xy hse lor for overnite lor.haha. end here for the day..bleah

IT SHOW ( 12 - 15 MARCH ) 14/mar ( sat)

2009-03-14T11:30:00.000-07:00

hi my dear bloggie, so long nv blog le. decided to start my post after i settle my registration of my school enrollement.

before the IT show i was told by my friend tat IT show is actually a black worrld wher by u will see alot black hearted ppl who fight for their commission tat the are using underhand methods lor.. haii quite true de la. wad to do!!! no choice,, tiss world is so damn practical n reality lor!!

tis week i had been busier workin in the IT show @ suntec convection centre level 4 hall 401. my booth is @ the main entrance of the hall 401. the 1st day of IT show i alrdy so damn tired lor after the whole day of standing n intrroducing the lappy to cust lor. n i found that other booth of diff distributor provide the part timer with dinner lor yet my booth dun haf lor. so irratating sia! only managed to sell 2 lap on the 1st day lor, 2nd day 6/7 lappy lor. actually i quite satisfied with my sales la - 7 lapp ( 2 x model x300 can earn more commission, RD 4 OF MODEL D4329R, N one small net book ) tat closed my 3rd day of sales le. today was rather ,ore ppl at the IT show in compare to the 1st n 2nd day lor. despite the tiredness n the leg aching after whole day of standing, overall i still quite pleased with my sales today. yuppies!!!! =D..

TML sure die one de lor. last day of IT show le lor. after tat can have a short break while waiting for pay to be in lor. haii any one haf job lobang to recommend me ? urgent in need of job sia haha =)

re : no topic

2009-03-08T10:41:00.000-07:00

sian haf been coughing so badly ever since my high fever recover. recently my voice becum so man sia.. i tink my friend hear my voice will be scare off de lor. wa haha. finally able to blog le. go pei mag go lannin while i online n settle resume stuffs lor. hope to find one stable perm job soon lor.

busy admission in poly make me headach sia. haii. y can't it be more simple enuf lei? there are so many big question mark in my head sia !!!!

tml gonna go down to sim lim square at 7 pm for toshiba product briefing lor.

wish to meet some friend to catch up old time sia especially xy,wanting, mama cheryl n gang.
it somehow like so long nv see them le in ages le lor. perhaps tat everyone pace was so fast that i can't really catch up sia. i wonder if they would kindly slow down their pace ma ? haha ^-^

at lan shop i saw someone i would't wish to see sia >SL secret !!
i suppose some ppl will noe hu is tat ba. haha.

kk tat all for tis post le... haha..=)

RE : LAST DAY AT TOSHIBA ASIA ELECTRONICS PTE LTD

2009-03-01T19:28:00.000-08:00

YO today is my last day at werk le. so fast sia. time files. with a blink of my eye, 3 months passed. recently got quite busy with admission of school stuffs. So shag. and wad good abt today last day is that today is company TEA corporate holiday so as to replace the actual day 1st of march which fall on Sunday. so everyone half day today. cool rite. i got half day on my last day. first time in my life ya. =)

ltr will meeting evon at queenstown station at 1pm.
she wanna pei me go submit timesheet lor.
actually i tot of submitting the timesheet and collect my o level cert within today so that i will be more free w/o have to worry for completing any of the impt task.

and i tink i might not able to post any entries for update after today ba cause i not working le ma. haha.. maybe will stay at home all day slip and slip ba. like pig... ooe ooeoo

haii. got a lot to say regard sat issues but i tink i should rather keep it in my heart. never got to let it out ba. =(

ai ya dun tink abt the sad tink le. always be +ve positive ya. =D

jia you jia you!!!! go mandy go mandy go/

m i insane ? hahax

RE : went down to sim lim square for interview ytd

2009-02-25T21:45:00.000-08:00

didn't went werk ytd....
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den i recd evon sms ytd pm saying that the interview will be held during 3- 5 pm lor for the IT　ｓｈｏｗ　ｔｈｉｎｇ.
． so sudden sia. i berli heng lor i took off for the whole day, or not i will not be able to make it for the interview. and there will gone for my job lor. arrg to evon at jp before heading down to sim lim. waited for that damn bus 30 for ard 30 to 45 mins sia. make sweated so much under a hot weather lor.

went to eat at the kopitiam, we ate the prawn noodles which cost us 4 bucks each. quite ex de hor..

after finish our lunch, we headed striaght to the place before 5 pm.
reached there ard 4.30 pm luckily just in time lor. had a hard time looking for the unit no cause we not familiarised with the buliding area structure.

saw a lot of ppl standing outside the unit waiting for their turn to be interview lor. i suppose it will be a damn big event ba. so many bengsss lor wanna to apply for the temp job as well. wad a turn off sia. got one particular one, to me. his back view like girl lor. omg. so insane can.

we were to asked to fill in some application form before went iin a room to be interview.
interview by a fillopine or indonesian gal. surprisely her eng not that bad compared to the rest which i almost can vomit blood while trying to under their lang lor.

me and evon were posted tto sell toshiba products..... evon gonna kill me for this. cause the gal who interview us saw my resume stated i werk in toshiba asia electronics pte ltd, so she suggest i know more abt toshiba product and push us to sell it man. oh god. wth..

actually evon wanna to take acer the brand de, cause i tink it will more selling so that commission will be more as well. too bad. wad to do.
what had been done already been done rite.

IT FAIR/SHOW 12-15 march at SUNTEC CITY
GONNA WERK FROM 12 PM TO 9PM.
suppose gonna stand whole day long le.. i worry for my poor kelian leggie lor,. dots
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i got one berli bad new today when i gt to werk place. my last day of werk will be advanced to 2 march which is the coming monday. my initial last of werk suppose to be 16 march den changed to 6 march now 2 march.... wth lor cheated my feeeling ar... bleah kill the hr dept ppl sia. wa hahaha.. cook curry.

WA I A BIT SOUND LYK BARBARIAN HOR..

now lyk my job will end the contract on 2 march instd of 6 march / 16 march le.
shag lor. haf to look for job le. dunno wher to start from lor. somemore the IT show / FAIR only will be held from 12 to 15 march lolx.

lols i getting insane le.. keep on mumbling to myself lor.

re : an unspoken feeling that i had

2009-02-23T00:21:00.000-08:00

Bloggie, I so damn sleepy today lei. Don’t know why. I overshot my stop when I fall asleep in the bus journey. I realized sth was wrong when I woke up, found myself ended somewhere else. Without any much choice, I had to spend few bucks to flag a cab to work and I already been late. I reached my workplace around 8.50 am close to 9 am today. OMG!!!!

For unspoken reasons which I can’t come up with explaining why am I feeling so awful today? Sort of having headache yet seem still sober enuf. My mind keep on whirling around can’t seem to stop and concentrate in the things it suppose to do. Is it because of the lack of sleep I have or is there any other better reason to explain why I feeling so. I pretty much have the urge to take off today or even tml de but my colleague, zhen zhen will be coming back to work since her long month leaves. I can’t afford to take leave tml even though I wanted it so badly.

This few days have been rather tense for me, and I supposed I had been upsetting my health even worse ba. How I wish everything in this world will be simplified not being so complicated to live in.

Have to trouble over the admission of school, and wondering if I still able to live in my mum place. Or I have to end moving back to my dad place once again and live in misery. Wonder what will the judge say about my mum complaints? If the clock can stop at this moment without have to continue ticking showing that time had passed. Wow how good can it be? Perhaps anyone reading this might think that I am depressed and being so pessimistic. But it the truths, I have been really tensed up which I almost going to feel breathless soon or later. It just likes a balloon being compressed in a small jar, and there isn’t any more space allowance left for it to upsize, soon it will burst. Boom ba.

While continue writing on expressing how I feel and think, caused me to be unrealized on the length of the post I decided to post on blog. Wa amazing right? I must have lose my mind to write that long. I wonder if I even manage to write long and expressive thing before during my sec school time. you know what. If my teacher got to read this, I suppose she gotta kill me for that. hahax i suppose she will say how come i am good in writing all these than her given assignment or compo. Ha

a busy sat since morning...

2009-02-21T12:33:00.000-08:00

wake up ard 10 plus by bro. he say he n qi gg down to mac eat bf askin if i wanna tag along or not. den i decided to go home wash up 1st n meet them at mac. actually i did consider to go down to tampines to show my support to jr n evon de but i suddenly tink of that dad need to bring us all to go bai bai lor. bo bian i haf to abort the thought of gg down tampines mall le lor. n it was so far from my home lor. cfrm will tring from the to n fro journey.

so long nv bai bai - pray to gods le.
xin li feel more secured after praying lor.
we helped mag to pray as well since she unable to make it by taking off.
it all because of her ridicuious big fat male manager lor. so irritating lor.

bro rented a total of 4 shows to watched lor. return date is 26/feb. dunno if we managed to watched it all tgt. cox bro haf to book in on sun nite.

rented shows gt - the mist, don't mess with zohan ( both movies i had watched before le but i still wanna watched it again. gt the feel to watch once more time.) n two more show i forgt the name le. ai ya nvm la. hahax =)

ai ya i dun feel like blog le. lazy to type n tink wad to type lor. buai buai.

ytd lose 20 plus buck in manjong lor =(

2009-02-21T12:11:00.000-08:00

ytd after werk meet up jas, we go bugis. we spent a lot of time tinkin wad i shall eat lor. walking to n fro between bugis street n junction. n found out the market behind bugis street had alrdy closed down for renovation. it had shifted the place the opp road of fu lu shou complex. eaten prawn noodles there which had disappointed me greatly. so sad. my glass heart broke le into pieces. sob sob.

bought my foundation from clinque which cost me quite a bomb - ard 72 plus bucksss. bought my lashes n glues. ended up spending over 100 plus on that day itself.

i went to mag place. but she is at werk will not be back soon. bro, qi and yong sheng wad at home. bro waiting for his friend to come to play manjiong. while waitin they two play on their own lor. after qi senior reach, i joined in the game after the req by bro. play for a while only i had already lose 22 plus buck lor. wth. it all be cox of the jacob la. took so long to reach. tat y i bo bian haf to replace him or not later they haf to play 3 player one. shag lor i lose so much while helping to replace someone. so stupid me rite. wa haha.

finally jacob reach le before i lost even more money. still i had alrdy lost so much lor.

pretty tired de after a day of werk n shopping lor. so they continued play their manjiong while i finally dozed while playing qi's fone de games. know wad!!!! i sqeeze in one single bed wif my sis. but i keep falling off the bed lor. so patheic rite!!!

RE : Evon pang seh me today.

2009-02-20T01:01:00.000-08:00

i took a half day leave in the morning to settle some of my personal stuffs. and finally pay in le. but was such a pity amt lor. so shag lor.

Back to werk place in the PM. struggle with tat huge pile of tink to complete and rush out. well life is always like same ya. either working or schooling. how i wish i can live my life to the very fullest and be content with wad i haf. too bad i don't.

today jas suggest to meet up , she say we shall meet tgt wif evon at jp de. BUt in the end evon pang seh me alone to meet jas lor. lolx i tot 3 of us will meeting up tgt to catch up on olden days or times de. =( sob sob funny tink is that evon say i will pang seh her tml so we are quits in some sense. =D wa hahax

haii haf to start to look for part time job le. currently so clueless wad job will be available for me.
wad a headach tink to tink of lor. anyone willing to help me find one job? pls....

so i will meeting jas alone at jp later. so scare tat she will eat me up wor. jking la.

2009-02-18T21:13:00.001-08:00

Ytd do OT till ard 7 pm before leavin. Sms fer ask if she release from school le ma. Cox she suppose to finish lesson at 7pm. But she replied that she is still at MDIS office can’t leave at the moment yet. Den I go take 51 to queenstown station while waiting for her.

While in bus, I messaged her again. But she told me she not yet done. Thus I decided to go the coffeeshop at the station there eat first since I was so hungry le.. ROAR.. so famished sia. Ate the ‘zhu zha tang’ , so peppery. So choking while drinking the soup lor.

Meet fer at the station, saw Yvonne wif her. Fer said tat she haf no idea wher to go sia. True la. Singapore so small lor, no much place to go lor. All the possible places we can tink of had been to le. Finally decision is to hang out ard jurong area cox tinkin of the transport wise. Came up wif 2 idea – prawning or lanning. End up lannin playing l4d. so many bloody scene lor, gross. Got a lot disgusted character such as fatt bomber n long handed or wad so ever de smoker. Lan till 2 0r 3 plus am den we headed to s11 for some food replenish. Den home sweet home. ^v^