oh my birthday cumin soon on this sunday. i suppose i can't celebrate my actual brithday le cause i haf to help out my dad. my dear youngest sister LER LER birthday is on 20th jan which is on wednesday. i actually tot of bringin her out and buy stuffs tat she like for her. but my hope was dashed when my mum dun allow. hearing such bad tink make me so sad. i hope to celebrate wif her. And it had been quite some times since i last seen her. wondering if she is living well, eat well, study well, play well? sound like i more like a mother to her rite? well that is a typical older sister will do. don't u tink so?

feeling down typing all my thoughts now. so moody, it seem like no wish to participate in anytink. just wanna laze around, crash my time. but i gt lots of tink crashing my breathe at de same time. lots of stuffs undone. i am bad time organiser afterall i suppose.

for this month january, my dad & auntie birthday over, 3rd and 4th respectively. my bro also over which is on 11th.

left wif me and my younger sister birthday this week.

wondering how would i spent my birthday this time round. wishing that i dun haf to tink abt it cause when i raise my hope up, i see them crash everytime. perhaps it just me setting too high for my hopes ba..

IM HAPPY!!