recently i been busy with alot of tink sia. almost getting breatheless le haii. especially my mum keep on making feeling so breatheless lor. haii. i just dun understand y must my mum treating me lyk tis.

this is not the first time le. it is getting more n more ridiculous.
when i reached home ard 9 or 10 plus PM on 08th april ( thursday ). i went to charge my fone as it was alrdy dead. den my mum stopped me dun allow me to charge my fone any further more. when i insist on charging it, she request me to pay 2 buck for the charging of fone lor. lols so dotted. when i said dun wanna give her the 2 buck n i wanna continue charging my fone as i felt tat there is nth wrg wif me charging it wad. my dad pay her monthly maintence is to cover all of our expenses lei. she even called the POLICE over it. de policemen oso find it so ridiculous lor n went almost speechless sia. i just keep quiet as i dun wanna say anytink more. leave for her to tell the police all her side of story lor!! i am so tired of all this le. my tears just keep on rolling down my cheeks no matter how hard i wanna stop it, it just could't be stop. she told the POLICE that she wanna me moved out immediately lor. the POLICE oso say her tat at tat point of time so late le, wher am i suppose to find one place to move out. y could't she even tink of tat de ? so she replied to the police tat she will give a grace of 3 days to find place n move out of HER house as she claim tat she is the sole ownership lor.

wad to do? my mum say either i go my dad place or go girl HOME lor. lols my dad place alrdy so cramped le n got so many ppl living there, how she suppose me to go live there.... she never tink for others ppl de lor. she only tink of herself only nia. wad can i say now??? i totally homeless now. SOMEMORE TML OR NOW ALRDY IS THE LAST DAY FOR ME FIND PLACE TO MOVE LE. I REALLY DUNNO WHER CAN I GO SIA... SO HEADACH SIA......HAII. HOW I WISH I CAN BE POSITIVE ABT IT LOR AS WAD I NORMALLY DO BUT I COULD'T!!!

WHENEVER I TINK OF WAD SHE DID TO ME, I JUST COULD'T STOP FEELING SO SAD ABT IT LOR. MY BLOOD IS DIPPING FROM MY HEART...

and we ( their childrens )never even ask any money from her or my dad lor. my dad was fine. it is my mum keep on finding faults with me in wad ever i do. i just dun understand y. alot of question marks ???? keep on popping in my mind n whirling all ard lor.

making me feeling so hurt tat i feeling my heart is tearing into pieces n is bleeding profusely lor. this is one time which i feel so hurt before as compared.

from de way she beat n grab my hairs and threw my things all over the floor, i really feel so hurt. it was not the physical pain that i feeling hurt. it is the heart which hurt the most than all other place lor.

IM HAPPY!!