dear bloggie, it have been quite some time tat i blogged le. and i here to say abt bad news. cause i was so busy wif alot of stuffs during the first week of school tat i could't have de timeout to visit her. i am so shocked when i hear upon the bad news. i am so depressed n so upset lor. i wish to visit her asap lols. from wad i noe is tat she got food poisoning n now get heart infectious and somehow in health risk.but luckly when i managed to visit her at hospital on friday after sch n everytink lor, shte is slightly better than the previous time. she longed to go home cause food at hospital really sucks to de core. n my heart really hurts n aches when i saw her wif tubes all over her left hand. her right hand was doone wif the inserting of tube and ended up so swollen up lor. =( i hate to see her lyk tis. i feel so hurts.

i heard tat no one of her friend noe tat she is hospitalised cause she is totally helpless, she could't move much due the tubings n swollen hands of her..... she been bed-ridden since monday the first day of sch when poly started,

i hated the facts tat i wasn't wif her when she need me there. i ' sorry. i promised i will be there for u if u wanted so. her mum called me to cum n visit her asap cause she really miss me badly. i feel so awful when auntie was so depressed while talking to me. she cried.tis is the 1st time i heard her cried so badly. and i never wished to see her cried again cause she is a berli nice person. i tried to calm n explainning to her why i didn't visit her, she understood cause they dunno tat i had started schooling n was so busy wif stuffs everyday. i glad that they willing to listen me out n understand me.

thru tis i suddenly felt tat life is so damn fragil tat everytink u own or not might just disappear w/o u knowing.



and u noe wad, i actually miixed up the hospital she stayin in wif another one. and i ended up making wasted trip down. n it had been a hard time looking for her at the wrong hospital cause there is no ward 23 there. lols i made a lot of tired rounds over there like a stupid fool lor. haii =( blame hu but me. it me hu make such a hoo ha. it must be tat i too eager to see her tat y so.

despite so, i still decided to visit her no matter wad it takes as i promised her mum i will be down there.

i wished her to recover real soon n get back on her feet to start a new life again on a brand experiencing. she noes tat she will to change some her usual habits just her health sake. no worries, i will pei n guide her thru all these to a brand new her.

as u noe life had never been easy de.it normally depend on how u tink upon it n acts on it to live ur life to the fullest. i always have a belief which is bu kai xin yao guo yi tian, kai xin ye yao guo yi tian, na wei she me bu yao xuan ze qu hao hao ba mei yi tian du huo de kai kai xin xin de?

let me explain in english for the convenience for others. wad i says is tat, being depressed or not u still have to spend your days, if u can more happier n live ur life to the fullest everyday, den why not choose to be happy so tat u will be able to make ppl around u happy as well. wasn't it rather a good deed huh??? hahs.... life is short only will passed berli fast de. treasure wad u have now instd of regreting it in future.

wad a review of life rite?hopefully tat is ppl out there agree to wad i felt. =)

IM HAPPY!!