Bloggie, I so damn sleepy today lei. Don’t know why. I overshot my stop when I fall asleep in the bus journey. I realized sth was wrong when I woke up, found myself ended somewhere else. Without any much choice, I had to spend few bucks to flag a cab to work and I already been late. I reached my workplace around 8.50 am close to 9 am today. OMG!!!!

For unspoken reasons which I can’t come up with explaining why am I feeling so awful today? Sort of having headache yet seem still sober enuf. My mind keep on whirling around can’t seem to stop and concentrate in the things it suppose to do. Is it because of the lack of sleep I have or is there any other better reason to explain why I feeling so. I pretty much have the urge to take off today or even tml de but my colleague, zhen zhen will be coming back to work since her long month leaves. I can’t afford to take leave tml even though I wanted it so badly.

This few days have been rather tense for me, and I supposed I had been upsetting my health even worse ba. How I wish everything in this world will be simplified not being so complicated to live in.

Have to trouble over the admission of school, and wondering if I still able to live in my mum place. Or I have to end moving back to my dad place once again and live in misery. Wonder what will the judge say about my mum complaints? If the clock can stop at this moment without have to continue ticking showing that time had passed. Wow how good can it be? Perhaps anyone reading this might think that I am depressed and being so pessimistic. But it the truths, I have been really tensed up which I almost going to feel breathless soon or later. It just likes a balloon being compressed in a small jar, and there isn’t any more space allowance left for it to upsize, soon it will burst. Boom ba.

While continue writing on expressing how I feel and think, caused me to be unrealized on the length of the post I decided to post on blog. Wa amazing right? I must have lose my mind to write that long. I wonder if I even manage to write long and expressive thing before during my sec school time. you know what. If my teacher got to read this, I suppose she gotta kill me for that. hahax i suppose she will say how come i am good in writing all these than her given assignment or compo. Ha

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